Thursday, May 31, 2007

DATE WITH DARLING BOYBOY

went to bugis with darling today.

hahahas. hes so kyute today.

so yandao today. hahahas.

went to bugis arcade awhile.

then go up to neoprint shop.

took neoprints, hahhas.

so kyute larhs. never take neoprints with

darling before nehs. hahahas. love it.

after that jiu go to burgerking.

meet up with yiling & karen

yeahhs. then talk talk abit abit.

yiling went off. left me & darling.

hahahas. barry came after that.

go to kai kai abit at the bugis village.

then sit down eat with barry

yiling come take cigarettes from barry.

yiling ar yiling.

you say wan jie yan derhs.

hahahas. then we went back to arcade
play play play

then go off. get something to drink

and eat. yarhhs. then barry owe me a meal.

hahahas. thanks for the dinner worhs.

wahahaas, yiling come find us again.

take cigarettes. then we went home.

yiling and barry took cabby home

darling sent me home. (:

first time darling send me home.

so sweet of him. <3

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
9:10 PM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

DAY ONE.

left with 23 days.

171 hours - 9 hours.

left with 162 hours

ask me do plan for what i goona do during this one month confinement

bored until i drew on my leg

wa. wa.

what an empty hall horhs. ahahhas!

my nightmare lahs.

REST REST REST

dear today got job le.hahahas. must workhardhard worhs. darling.darling today touched me worhs. told you i dunnoh what bus from plaza sing can come my school nehs. then you say you will find your own way. (: really very happy. but in the end also never come yarhhs. hahahas. nevermind. interview more important. (:

i love you more and more each day

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
11:53 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

today go to school report to teachers because of malacca trip. hais. wrote statement then one by one go kena questioned. hahahas! what de hell. ask me alot question lahhs. hahaas. then from 9am until about 130pm. spent there. hais. the results is.

EVERYDAY OF THE WHOLE JUNE HOLIDAYS

MUST REPORT AT SCHOOL FOR DETENTION

FROM 8AM TO 5PM.

sian diao lorhhs. what de hell. only saturday and sunday can go out.
even worst for normal school days cann
seriously i rather they refer this to the police
& let me probation at home than in school larhhs.
daddy fetched me home. quarrelled with mummy on the phone.
fcuk off larhs adults just sucks to the core.
i remember when i was young. tv series always showed that
parents use alot of vicious methods forbid their child and to go with whoever whoever because they think its not good.
i always ask mummy. if next time i grow up. will you like that.
she answered me that. as long as i am happy
WHAT THE HELL
BUNCH OF CRAPS
BUNCH OF LIES
BUNCH OF YOUR BULLSHITS

went to kovan meet yiling.
she was late. waited for her.
ate 2 lollipops. kenna caught by jingkai daddy.
hahahas. SORRY nahhs.
very long never eat lollipop ler nehs.
hahahas. sian lorhhs. yiling came.
we went to yellow. bought lighter for my dear
and xiaoben. hais. is this the last gift from me to you.
i really hoped not. but today i just realised..
i didnt give you anything as a souvenir of our love
i engraved letters on the lighter, perfectly beautiful.
(: smiles. we headed to macdonalds for dinner cum lunch.
hahahas. msg dear. where are you. asked him to come find me at kovan
he came. hahahas. gosh can you imagine how happy am i.
no words can describe my happiness when i saw him. (:
talk talk alot. & slack at macdonalds. until yiling need go home.
sent her to MRT we went back to heartland for gai gai.
WHAT THE HELL.
go up second level saw daddy at the escalator there.
what can i do. quickly xiam. dear also xiam.
later i called mummy. she told me she downstairs.
i told her go toilet wait for me downstairs.
met dear at the toilet corridor.
hugged him. ( i wonder if its the last hug )
kissed him goodbye. ( i wonder if its the last kiss )
he went off. headed for the escalator to 3rd level
before he really went up. i passed him the plastic bag. with that lighter in it.
i went off. received a message. i knew it was him.
i am afraid. that i will break down in the mall.
i was scared to read that message. wonder what was it when he saw that lighter.
i off the msg first. went back to the car. in the back seat.
i read it. i cried. really cried. mummy and daddy didnt notice. it was dark lahhs.
the message was nothing else. but a simple " i love you "

its only 3 simple words
but it can make my tears keep on rolling down my cheeks non stop

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
9:10 PM

its chocolate. not cigarette

my nails break le nehs. hen tong

new shades

yingchuan. yiling. me.

mmmms. malacca trip sucks to the core larhhs. hahaas. i was like sleeping throughout the whole journey to there. hahahas. standing also can sleep nehhs. hahaas. then almost fall down nehhs. lol. damn paisey larhhs. dunnoh got anybody kan dao marhhs. LOL. then do excursions all that lo. so tired. and so hot. ! hahahas. then go back hotel. bath bath bath. then jiu go makota parade ah ?.. dunnoh isist like that spell de marhs. hahahas. eat dinner with love james ian yiling yingchuan. (: then shopping. and the nightmare came. we bought vodka. mmms. not the absolute kind. the colourful ones. pelican. ?. think so. about 15 bottles. then sneak into the room to drink. DOTS. i drank one bottle only jiu faint faint le norhs. then plus tired. i slept on the sofa. then donnoh why suddenly got ppl ask me wake up. LOL. i thought i was dreaming. so i open my eyes and go back to sleep. LOL. second time wake up saw teacher. wad the hell. so ma lu canns. kenna caught lo. with alcohol. so they separate me into another room . lucky i know that other room mates there. hees. damn cold larhhs can. idiot gimme a bed cloth as a blanket. hell. i paid 99bucks nehhs. sleep on 2 seater sofa with bed cloth. LOL. funny. ENDED

dear. i really want to last with you ):

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
1:43 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

if i were blue would you be there for me.

& whisper in my ears thats its okay.

would you stand by me

let me hold you tight

& say you love me one more time

if i feel good would you slow dance with me

& touch my lips with tender loving care.

would you die for me

would you run with me

& never look back

would you be there to love to be with me

would you swear that your love is always true

would you say that you always be the one

to take my breath away

would you be there to love to be with me

would you swear that your love is always true

would you say that you always be the one

to take my breath away

would you be there . ?

darling. i dont know what to do. then can let you how much i love you.

words can express enough of my love for you. actions cant help much too.

but. i swear my love for you is true de.

i love de is you. i love all of your imperfections.

i never regret knowing you. falling in love with you. up to now.

darling. our story will never end.

i will try my best to hold on tightly to you.

until i really used up all the methods le.

but. it wont be so soon. (:

babyy. our story will never end ...

missing you everyday.

missing you every hour

missing you every minute

missing you every second

DARLING. I LOVE YOU. <3

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
4:07 AM

Friday, May 25, 2007

mmms. stay at home now. waiting for darlings message. see want to meet him where norhhs. hahahas. i miss him super duper alot narhhs. hahahs. cant wait . mmms. last day of school le. but still need to go back during the holidays. ARGHS. siann lahhs.

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hey hey. i will be going to malacca for a day. hahahs.
friends. dont miss me kays.. (:
mmms. anything just leave me a mail in my phone kays.
hahahas. then i come back will contact ni men de.
miss me also leave msg . hahahas~

TO DARLING.
dearr. sorry kays.
i dont want leave you de. ):
holiday i pei ni okays.
hahahass. you ar. must guai guai de,
anort. i come back. ni jiu si ding le, !
darling i love you. *
MISSING YOU EVERYDAY.
muacckkks.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
2:58 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

lovells beautiful manicured fingers.

TOP. james by audrey. BOTTOM. lovell by yingchuan

ahma ask me help her take TOTO number. hahahas

hahahas. today morning reach school so so early. brought alot food to eat narhhs. scared sian marhhs. hahahas. then attire check . girls turn le. i yesterday just go cut hair narhhs. but james they all say no difference. muhahas. 12bucks worhs. budden today tio caught also norhhs. stoopid ADLIN. purposely de norhhs. other people hair longer than mine. also never ask them go office let DM bio and decide. BAKA. then nails already so short le norhhs. still ask me cut. and more funny. ask me cut thumb only. HAHAHAS. isnt it all supposed to be the same. lol. then totally forgot that today got art lesson nahhs. never even bring a thing, hahahas. jiu slack at there norhhs. paint james finger nails. then take liquid paper decorate for the whole 3period. muhahahas. after school got the malacca briefing. go attend norhhs. jiu go 121 there eat. hahahas. then james sent me back school. lol. yarhhs. much appreciated. but next time really no need like that de. then art club. surfing internet in the lab. draw draw then go off le. jiu alone walk to lovell house, go there. they all blasting music. hahahas. siann, then go home. and come ahma house use boykorkor laptop to blog norhhs, hahahas.

TO JINGKAI LAOPA
laopa ar laopa.
hahahas.
hongster tell me say he dont hong girlgirl. hahas
mmms. sorry i always broke my promise.
next time bu hui le (: I TRY ! hahahas

TO RUIHENG
one day sure got chance piak you de horhhs.

TO DARLING.
darling i miss you so muchh
hahahas. i might pon school on friday worhhs. jiu can pei you go out gai gai le.

-i missing yiling for 3days-
huggs and kisses. -

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
7:00 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

mmms. today go school norrhs. nothing really happened.

after school. jio they all pei me go cut hair.

hahahas. was raining larhhs. very slippery.

then yingchuan and me go cut hair.

then i got cut my fringe narhhs. they say no difference.

hahahas. i can feel the difference lahhs.

mmms. jiu go coffee shop eat lunch. xiaoben ask me go find him narhhs. hahahas. i thought he was somewhere near mac. i dont mind go find him de lorhhs. but he at his school de mama shop. lol. very lazy norhhs. jiu didnt go le.hahahhas.then go yingchuan house

borrow PE shorts hahahas. cause i didnt wear my shorts underneath my skirt.

how to bike. lol. then took bus to lovell house, then bike norhhs.

mmms. one mountain bike normal norhhs. 3other bikes lol.

2 of them only have one side brake working. the other 1 no brake at all.

hahahas. so i ride the mountain bike norhhs. hahahas.

mmms. bike from lovell house to james house.

wait for james change clothes. then ride back again.

hahahas, damn tired narhhs. sweat like hell. hahahas.

then took bus back home change le jiu go with mummy and daddy

to yishun. cause ahma ahgong got wedding dinner there.

fetch them there waited and fetch them back. hahahas.

mmms. went to northpoint. nothing at all =x

lol. siann.mmms. very tired ler. ciaos !

i am missing him like hell canns. going to die le nahhs. !

-i missing yiling for 2days-

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
11:36 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007

mmms. today went to school narhhs.

hahahas. then run 2.4 again.

steady steady say dont run de lorhhs.

fail together, in the end. james and ian chiong until like what

hahahas.

but in the end also pei me walk. but i also got run narhhs

and i having cough you know.

i still run nehs. will si diao de lehs.

hahahas. then we cut through the canteen larhhs

cheating cheating. =x

hahahas. ! in the end i passed barhhs. hahahas.

but also just nice on the dot that kind of pass lehhs.

hahahas. so shag larhhs. sweat like hell.

make me so fan. hahahas.

mmms. chinese lesson laoshi let us watch vcd yarhhs

about students and teachers. hahas,

that male teacher so guailan larhhs. hahahaas. stoopid idiot.

then that female one. so kyute,

still can borrow marks de.

i also want this kind of system norhhs.

wahahahas. `

darling so piggy today hahahas. sleep for so so long.

i also wann sleep norhhs. you ar. always make me jealous of you.

hahahas, PIAK PIAK.

mmms. went to macdonalds for a meal after chinese.

then took bus to lovell house, hahahas,

his daddy in larhhs. so cannot use highpitch to talk

LOL. I AM OBSESSED WITH HIGH PITCH.

hahahas! james. watchout =x

then surf the net for awhile norhhs,. at his korkor room.

while they play bleach hahahas.

then went home. go katong meet mummy buy handphone de things.

then go ahma house eat dinner lo.

then came home le. hahahas. (:

I MISS DARLING.

dardar. tmr dont pangseh me at home sleep horhhs. (:

muackkks.

-i missed yiling for 1day-

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
8:54 PM

如果你不再出现我的世界
还有什么可贵可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远
想念变成怀念心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间总要把诺言一点点摧毁
想念变成怀念心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
6:54 AM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

my desktop background.

darling say this one like pig norhhs. hahahas
say this one my face fat fat

jingkai say this one nice .hahahas. xie xie. xie xie

mmmms. slept at 230am plus plus last night larhhs. hahahas. stoopid ahwei. so xiao qi. lol. idiot larhhs. i think he drunk lerhh lorhhs. hahahas. nevermind. lazy say out ler. hahahas. mmms. dear got into a fight last night larhhs. lucky didnt hurt dao. anort i sure damn heartpain der norhhs. hais. next time cannot like that le okay. must guai guai. then i will sayang you more. hahahas. mmms. wokeup at 10plus today. then prepared and off to church. yarhhs. was so sian larhhs today. hahahas. i also dunnoh why lehhs. after church jiu go kallang there for lunch. mmms. had chicken rice. okokays lo. hahahas. then came back home. on the way in daddy car. took korkor phone and start to zilian liao norhhs. hahahas. mmms. slacking watching ai sha 17 vcd again. hahahas. nothing to do marhhs. then yiling called me ask me call her sister phone. hahahas. her sister phone got problem de nehhs hahahas. keep on disconnect de. buay tahan. hahahas. mmms. then she called me using de salon phone. then ask me how all this and that. hahahas. yiling ar. this kind of things bu neng ask people de. you got to follow your feelings de nehhs. hahahas. but no matter what your answer i will support you de. love deeply and passionately. even though you know you will be hurt one day. mmms. went back using computer. talked to darling larhhs. so fast jiu wakeup from lalaland le. hahas. i thought you very pig de norhhs hahahas. tuesday going meet you at bedok library hur, hahahas. you better dont pangsehh me larhhs, hahahas. hen pa you pang seh me norhhs. hahahas. mmms, i failed to brainwash xiaoben lo. hahahas. nevermind. ruiheng will. lol. dot dot dot. byee humans !

I LOVE MY DARYL

HE IS MINE
GIRLS STAND BEHIND SEE

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
5:58 PM

hmmms. hais. missing dear like hell now larhhs cann
dunnoh why will miss him until like that lo.
hais. drey ar drey.
hais. damn scared one day he will leave me larhhs.
so many girls around him.
although no big deal. but. surely will jealous de marhhs.
hais, dunnoh larhhs. why am i so different from last time.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
1:07 AM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

mmms. didnt blog yesterday because blogger cant load again norhhs. hahahas. then to tired to wait for it to load so go to sleep at around 2plus. yeapps. hahahas. and and guess what 4plus am larhhs. got a mysterious phone call. hahahass. siann. keep on guessing who is that guy also nehhs. keep on ask me guess larhhs. hate it. hahahass. i thought it was yuanlin didi larhhs. hahass but it turned out to be zixiang and wei they all. hahahass. haiyohhs. talk talk awhile norhhs. lol. siann. then went back to sleep. woke up at about 12pm. hahahas. get dressed then took bus to pei darling lerhhs. hahahas. saw barry sleeping at the sofa & i found my darling sleeping in the room hugging the pillow hahahas. kyute kyute de him. then watch he ping de dai jia. hahahas. but awhile darling jiu disappear le. hahaas. leave me alone in the room. you good you good. hahahas. pei darling sleep awhile after barry left. after that me jiu keep on bugging him dont let him sleep le. hahahas. PEI WO MARHHS. hahahas. talk talk talk alot norhhs. hahahas. love talking to darling narhhs. hahahas. jiu get dressed then go out le. hahahas. darling very long never hold my hand le. hahahas. SMILES. he pei me take 87 halfway norhhs. then go lorongahsoo ler. hahahas. blurblur narhhs him. ahahas. got down at the wrong stop norhhs. hahahas. kiss you goodbye darling. (:

i hate copypigs larhhs. what the hell. i hate you narhhs. buay paisey de lorhhs you. copy until so obvious. thick thick skin lehhs you. what the hell. arghhs. !

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
10:41 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

what the hell . now adays. bitches are all so shrewd ( yiling yiling. i used the word shrewd ! ) wahahas. aiyahhs. please larhhs. dont be so busybody canns. what did she do to make you do this . you are so so childish canns. what benefit cann you gain by doing this. lol. by seeing us panick over that matter or what. goshh. please grow upp larhhs. how old lerhhs. still act yi ge small kid.. hahahas! pathetic soul. =x hahahas. who are you to ask us talk to you face to face. dont do things behind your back. hey hey. you are the one who do xiao dong zuo behind and now you are telling us not to do it. lol. dont you think you are funny >.< ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- damn tired today larhhs. conference with xiaoben & ruiheng & yiling on phone yesterday. hahahas. really kills my boredom larhhs canns. hahahas!. until about 2oclock . hahahas. so late larhhs. ruiheng so quiet ders. hahahas. talk more talk more. ! 6am wakeup prepare go school lerhhs. ahahahs. finished school. rushed home. changed. go out. take bus. lovelove house. sleep awhile. use computer. eat. drink. tidyup. take bus home. washup. computer again until now. hahahas. !
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i cant wait for tomorrow larhhs. another day with darling. i promise him pei him until 12am larhhs. mummy promised me she will come pick me up at 12am. and and and now she tell me maybe daddy might have to work. so no car fetch me. then tell me say. tmr go hougang come home early. saturday then give me back my 12am. lol. PISSED OFF LARHS. I PROMISE DEAR LERHS. mmms. mummy ask me take cabby home tmr anyways. hahahas!

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
10:43 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

WANTED

BEWARE

DANGEROUS SPECIES

the monkey god

name : lovell lim dao wei

age : sixteen
gender : male
school : bedoknorthsecondary
class : secondary 3A
height : bodylong legs short
weight : as you can see
last seen : bedokreservoir block 642 playground

the wannabe spider man

name : james lim yong sheng
age : sixteen
gender : male
school : bedoknorthsecondary
class : secondary 3A
height : undefined
weight : as you can see
last seen : bedokreservoir block 642 playground

-THE END-

RESULTS

english
comprehension -22over50-
composition -8over30-
letter writing -16over30-
total -46over110-
FAILED

chinese
paper -forgot-
listening -8over10-
composition -forgot-
letterwriting -forgot-
tatal -50over100-
PASSED

mathematics
paper 1 -4over40-
paper 2 -10over50-
tatal -14over90-
FAILED

chemistry
MCQ -4over20-
paper -9over75-
total -13over95-
FAILED

physics
MCQ -7over20-
paper -22over55-
total -29over75-
FAILED

POA
paper -31over100-
total -31over100-
FAILED

humanities
history -33over50-
socialstidies -23over50-
total -56over100-
PASSED

arts
final -42over100-
FAILED

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
6:28 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

dardar.

i miss you
i love you
i need you
i want you
i want hug hug you
i want kiss kiss you
i want sleep with you
i want eat with you
i want drink with you
i want gai gai with you
i want takecare you
i want sayang you
i want accompany you

DARLING. WO HAO XIANG NI.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
4:40 PM

ian lim ar ian lim.
i dont know where you bu shuang about me larhhs.
but please larhhs. be a man canns.
youu see i girl hao qi fu lorhhs.
mmms. actually not see i girl.
cause other girl you also wont like that de lorhhs.
only to me lorhhs. fcuk off larhhs youu.
making me damn pissed larhhs canns.
you think i wont do anything thats why you vent anger on me arhs.
everytime got attitude only jiu vent one me.
i hate youu larhhhs. dont appear infront of me canns.
shoo shoo . go away larhhhs.
lovell di siao you i laugh only marhhs.
cheezong andd aaron also got laugh. not that you didnt saw it lorhhs.
then come give me excuse say what i laugh so sacarstic
heyy you. its normal laughing canns.
& whose the bitch you scolding man. see carefully first canns.
i laugh only you scold me bitch. go fuck hell larhhs.
i give you one more chance ask you scolding who bitch.
you still dare say come say i really is mahhs. what the hell.
you fcuking bastardd larhhs. son of a bitchh you.
say i kaopei. please larhhs. your standard of kaopei is so fcuking low.
i laugh only say i kaopei. lmaos. you go hongkan larhhs.
fcuking bastard. talk to you nicely . come show me what kind of
jiaobin. your mother never teach you must face people when they talking to you arhhs.
basics manners also dont know. please larhhs you have wasted 16years of your fcuking life.
& for god sake. please think carefully of the consequences before you say anything larhhs k.
you dare me slap you. fine lo. i grant your wish.
BUT I STILL BU SHUANG YOU LARHS.

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
4:25 PM

damn pisse off canns.
its already 1plus am now larhhs
friggin pissed off with daddy larhhs
i hate him just so muchh for now.
you are always making mummy like that.
when then you can stop your nonsense larhhs
korkor say you are doing this for the family
but please larhhs. you are just trying to save your face.
you are just trying to save some dignity.
and by doing all these.
you are hurting us. over and over again larhhs
i just simply hate you
i just simply cant face you narhhs

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
1:13 AM

Monday, May 14, 2007

mmms. got some results today larhhs. all flunked lerhhs. went to find mdmhalizahh after school today which is about 3plus. lol. she asked me alot of things larhhs. i keep on nodding my head & shes is so damn sacarstic cann. goshh. hey you. come straight to the point canns. no need so sarcastic derrs rights. lol. how you expect me to go figure out what you thinking. mmms.then went to macdonalds with yiling. met up with alan & guan xin larhhs. hahahas. then arghhs. yiling and guanxin larhhs. leave me and alan alone. but luckily got topic to talk about yarhhs. hahahas! saw presley. wave at him narhhs. he say must da zhao hu when i see him marhhs. hahahas! went home. then bath bath. & my o2jam working lerhhs. hahahas! can jam together with darling lerhhs. hahahas. yay !.then go parkway change the lava lamp hahahas. its in my room now larhhs. so nice canns. (: mmms. hope friday mummy let me go out stay. i bluff her say class chalet larhhs. hahahas. i wann pei darling !.

darling hand swollen lerhhs. cannt go pei him lerhhs. darling sorryy. !
you arhhs. hand swollen still say very fit fit. hahahas!

where will fit fit. your hand not swollen already look fit fit de lerhhs.

DREY HEART PAIN PAIN ~ sayang ni

MY PRESENCE ; XIAODREY
11:55 PM

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